So I have done some soul searching in the last couple of days iv started writing a children's story and I'm sending it to a proof reader its a big thing for me personally to even attempt something like this because I am not a fan of criticism at all mostly criticism from myself I AM MY WOSRT NIGHTMARE everything about my life has to be perfect! nothing must go wrong! now don't get me wrong though ill leave stuff lying around my wardrobe is a mess!! but that's my personal stuff I'm talking about the Kelly everyone sees what I look like what I wear, where I work what friends I have. All that has to be prefect, my relationships have to be prefect I don't think I'm a perfectionist like everything has to be clean but life has to be clean and its a horrible abbot to have.
so writing this story phoning a proof reader was a huge step and even getting feed back from her will be a big thing for me and ill take criticism postil so I can learn cause I don't know what I want to do in life yet I haven't studied anything nor have I wanted to so maybe this is a step in that direction or hopefully a really good direction.
by thinking this way. u are over cricizing urge self too much. i was like u two or three years ago . but simply u have to think like u arnot born to impress other people . God hasnot created u for this reason . u should do wht u wanna do as much as u believe in not what u r thinking it gonna impress some body. by this way urge life goes on on in vain. asking urge self later why i had bee doing that or this . follow urge heart not other people.
ReplyDeletegreat advice! its my goal to be like that! to not bring myself down that's why my blog is so important I feel like me here that I can say what I want I love it!
ReplyDeletei have followed the way u r doing but not on a blog but using just pencil and paper to down my process and cons then writing all the ways i could overcome my cons tryong one after one to reach my suitable. writing can make u relax and thinking the right way to solve ur problem not being negative and always criticize ur self causing depression atthe end
ReplyDeleteI love that idea writing and blogging your thoughts and your pros and cons makes it feel more offishel I see things better when they are on paper/computer there for I can figure out which path to take.
ReplyDeletei wanna chat with u. pick a time. buy
ReplyDelete